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You are originally from Slovakia. How old were you when you emigrated?
I was 24 when the Iron Curtain went down, and I left for Vienna and Germany and then the US. I still have a beloved home in Prague and live on both continents.
Were you there under communist rule? Yes? Okay. How did growing up in a communist country influence you as an artist?
Do you recall one childhood memory that now looking back you can say, yeah, there was an artistic side of me back then?
I started to draw very early on when I was about three or four years old. My recent body of work are large paintings of my first drawings. I am returning to where I started. Deep in me, I can recall that state of Being before knowing. The memory is that deep presence of everything pulsing with life at the tips of my fingers and through my retina.
“My vision constantly changes.”
Overall, how do you think your vision as an artist has changed over the decades?
My vision constantly changes. It is a gravitational pull to find a way back to myself to that very moment when I was conscious, but I didn’t know yet, just pure intuition and curiosity. That is my vision at the root of my art and art teaching.
In addition to being an artist, you’ve been a gallery curator and director, has one area influenced the other?
I would say unfortunately so, because I became an art historian and art critic before becoming an artist. My education just evolved that way.
How does it block things for you?
Curse of knowledge. It causes harsh self-criticism.. Constant doubt can fuel art in the right way but can and does often paralyze me. I am constantly aligning myself with the intuition out of which creative thought or impulse is looking for its up-cycled ways to manifest. I respect that Leonardo always felt that he was offending God. All has been done already, and better. Just not yet from my point of view at this moment in time.
So basically, imposter syndrome?
I don’t feel that way. The ever-present doubt keeps me open, unsatisfied, and curious. It protects my sense of wonder from the numbing voice of reason.
What do you find to be the biggest challenge of being a self-reliant artist?
The past four years have been extremely challenging for artists and solopreneurs. Does that period influence what you do today in any way?
The solitude and isolation of pandemic worked in favor of my art. I painted, travelled throughout Europe and photographed empty airports and cities and found more peace. So yeah, it was a lesson in acceptance.
You work with several different formats, photography, glass painting, clay, wood, leather. Which of these would you say that you are most passionate about and why?
I was always ready to learn to make everything myself. It was a survival prep attitude when I was little. I’m a quick learner and I’m very passionate about extraordinary human tools that our hands are. Therefore my hands are fluent in many different art mediums. The insistant new idea. That’s what I’m most passionate about. I am always looking for a suitable medium for the idea. Not the other way around.



